ramble ramble....woe is me.

so i realized it's been forever since i last wrote a blog and im really sorry for those who actually check this thing! i don't even know why i have one sometimes because i barely write on it...but i will try harder! does anyone even read this???

it's ok if not. it's not like i'll ever know! hahaha! : )

so i decided to write right now because first off i have a persuasive paper due tomorrow on the drinking age and whether or not it should be lowered or kept the same. personally i think it should be lowered. if at 18 we are called adults, can buy guns, be punished under "adult" laws, buy cigarettes and kill ourselves that way, sign up for the draft and military, and most importantly the future of our country is placed in our hands as we are allowed to vote, we should at least have the say or opportunity to buy or consume alcohol once in a while. i don't know. it just doesn't make since to be called an adult yet not be able to make this so called "adult" decision. i understand the law is just trying to protect us from drunk driving and all that stuff that irresponsible drinkers do, but i don't think that adults today really understand just how often kids under 21 are making these irresponsible decisions no matter what. really the law isn't doing anything but keeping it hidden, for the most part. so anyways...this is how i feel, and you can disagree, it's fine that others have different opinions. maybe i still need to do more research and maybe my views don't make sense, but for the most part this is how i feel.

anywhos...this is what im suppose to write my paper on, however, im probably just going to write about the opposite side of how i feel just because its easier and there are more sources online agianst lowering it than keeping it the same. SO i haven't even started and i mind you it is almost 11pm. but i will tell you why i have not started. i think i have the flu.

yes the flu.

and i really don't feel good at all! i have a head ache, and my body aches, and my stomach doesn't feel good, and i haven't eaten all day because i feel so crappy. yep. sounds like the flu. but this is why i haven't started my paper because i've been too busy wallowing in my pain and sleeping (and writing this blog) that i have not had the motivation to actually start it. at least it only has to be 3pgs...which is good!

so basically i hope i feel better tomorrow because feeling like crap is NOT fun and especially since i have to take care of myself and my mommy isn't here to cook me soup, check my temperature, make me tea, give me medicine...i know i sound like a baby...but you really don't understand how blessed you are that someone will take care of you in times like these until you're off on your own and you have to make your own doctors appts. and figure out how much medicne you actually need to take. it's a real eye opener! so don't take for granted sus madres (your mothers)!!!! they are wonderful!

anyways...that's all i have to say for now. sorry if i ramble and it doesnt make sense or is just pointless and boring. i am a little out of it right now...

i hope all is well with everyone...actually those who actually read this thing....i guess EVERYONE too. ok. im done.

im going to work on my paper now and then go die in a corner.

jk.